Yelling on the ‘wind’ About Me Not Being the Money Holder

Short answer: Why don’t gang members ask “Mitch” and “Bigger Mitch” about being bigger then me since the 1970s, perhaps before I was born?

My response: No, it is not me. I held more than one name in the 1970s+ and gang members belonging to…. to… _______… worked in Los Angeles and other places and exported the money to… _______? And that’s about it. I was a talented looking youth who swapped places with less wealthy and also much wealthier people in the 1970s and 80s. They (over 100+ people?) were all likely known at Mar A Lago, as I was back then.

I was MUGGED, deemed too weak to do the work MIGRANTS were more capable of. I even got labeled a “migrant” while in L.A. more than once in the 1970s.

People must not have been watching. I got “killed”. Meaning “thrown out” of key connection circles and then I was just floating, drifting for a very long time and treated very poorly like a third class citizen. I was NOT living in good places and well cared for. Some thought I looked LOWER THAN Firebaugh, CA workers… which was not a lie: Some/many of them were actually cared for. They ate well, got education including college and jobs in society.

I did appear at times to “stand and deliver” and then I left those places, usually forever. I likely looked like a migrant or daughter of one. I was often dismissed, and over and over again. Key gang members, even lower leadership people refused to pay me any money and bring me into their own circles of contacts and connections.

The reason likely is in the 1970s… a “Joshua” insisted and threatened he “be me for L.A.”. He looked like a brown Mexican man in his teens or 20s. Back then “white people” were hiring Mexicans more than other white people. So I assumed he got the higher circles of contacts while I just drifted most of my life not doing much at all.

I’ve written about this before: I was also treated like a girlfriend or wife of a variety of men and women in the 1970s and 80s. Some never knew who I actually was. Others may have stepped in before or after I left places.

“People paid to be more important than this woman.” – the ‘wind’

My response: Could be, I don’t know who is who or how wealthy and important they already are. I’ve been very ruined in life, and did not accomplish much for myself. Likely the average college graduate and migrant worker with a job looks better than me out in society! What I fear still is that there are actual POOR MIGRANTS who paid or coerced gang members to help them look better than me, and they simply beat me up and made certain I never got a job–instead of boosting those poor people. I got made LOWER and more POOR instead of they getting more money and actual clout in society. It could be why people do not want me doing much out in public. I’ve actually been escorted by gang members out of certain shopping malls when I was a lot younger and I had no idea what was going on. Someone thought I looked important just window shopping? Or was it upsetting YET ANOTHER GROUP that I could not afford anything at the mall?

Where I am at today is I am on a low income, cannot by myself afford a 1br apartment in San Diego County. I hope this makes someone feel better about themselves.