These people may have made the initial deals that involved a large group of people I was a very small part of in the 1970s. Actually, I better just give PLACES. Because I didn’t talk to everyone at each, and I may have been part of a PAC of people even for in person.* I have a feeling, they all sorted things out a long time ago. How to help each person and how much help. This is about “mutual assistance” also. Not everyone, including little me could just be made wealthy. Was NOT POSSIBLE. You see, corporations need help also. Big and small ones. They help fund people to have families… lots of them. When I was visiting places in the 1970s we may have visited companies and corporations who had troubles of all kinds. For me I was learning, for others they were getting information and possibly connecting new people and new funding sources, even introducing new bank people and financial wizards.
I got… okay, probably every studio in Hollywood. I also got to visit major non-entertainment corporations inside and outside of L.A., even the U.S. The list is on the stock exchanges, and I visited Wall St. in New York also. I may have visited the Japanese, possibly German and other trade exchanges in person even just a few minutes or standing outside.
I got perspective young. People also attached false surrogates. They are the ones older than I was, more established and enabled to talk with adults, dealmakers, workers, owners, managers and more. I do not know WHO was “my surrogate” in a variety of places that I NEVER RETURNED TO.
So I remained small, and even thrown away as others got more connected, more focused, more popular. I got picked on by bigger people so I looked interesting even though my own personal funding was stolen or GIVEN TO SOMEONE ELSE… maybe a false surrogate. People pretended all kinds of things and I agreed to with them back then. I became part of something much bigger than me. I did what I was asked to do: “Just go along with things.” It got difficult because I may have agreed to an oath with the United Nations as a youth leadership. Corporations and nations don’t always follows the rules of mankind, same with small people in communities. I was already weakened, so some chose to keep me weak, and I may have agreed also. As a child I certainly could not show up at corporation offices and WORK FULL TIME. Nor was I appropriate to sit in on board meetings even as a junior associate for the sake of learning things.
All I am leading up to in this post is that there are MANY REASONS I am not wealthy or even publicly popular. A key reason is the surrogate culture.
Now that I wrote the above, I realize how I got contained into a political character, someone of politics instead of an actual employee somewhere. Because I was weakened while young, and never gained full health… I was kept a ghost person… as a creative and as a political assistant. I could look powerful at times and other times extremely small. Surrogate culture, okay?
I can’t pretend things these days. I have been out in the wilderness and a loner a very long time. I actually just became part of the general population a VERY LONG TIME AGO. I’ve actually looked like an out of work actress. Low budget most of my life. The false surrogates may have done this to me and others. May have had to. Okay? I don’t know a lot. I am guessing as to what was needed and what was not. I can confirm I am a weakened person, like a “wife at home”.
* I probably was toured around by small looking people. I was small. We obvious got places IN PERSON even very briefly.