Difficult problem. Some made money doing it. I died though, over and over again. What people may have missed is even if I dropped dead, things would continue because the bigger people already had notes, ideas to work with. I was not making money or guiding people. It appears I was locked into the PREVIS team in the 1970s and then retired, stopped, dismissed. Or that was the original plan. I was not going to be paid more, or so it was thought anyway.
It was said decades ago, something like this: “We may regret that we didn’t hire the PREVIS people.” Meaning, to join the teams making and building things over the next decades. (1970s)
The above means even some San Diegans+ had to be completely hands off after PREVIS was done.
It was just my own spirit that I tried to stay involved. What may have gone wrong is, angry people then grabbed me and forced me to be someone else for them, to include me. I got turned into a “sea hag” and that may not have been a good idea. I was not certain what was going on. I do know some of the PREVIS was really ambitious. Because I did sea hag some things, I may have saved some people, money and more. So I helped get myself stuck in, even though it was not planned for and maybe why I got so swapped around to accommodate the prime time teams. The ones hired or forced to work on the actual items, products, ideas, whatever.
It was actually too much work for little me. Others had to be invented. I did not get to know others. I was not actually teamed up with other sea hags to get things done. So my presence any time wasn’t as planned for as maybe some people thought. Though it looks like some of my visits were professionally handled. I’m glad people did use some thinking and common sense and noted how messed up I was getting and when to blow the whistle to send me away again. Because I did so much of it, even a message from Stan Lee noted I needed to be retired and returned home earlier than lifers.
Stan Lee knew when I was going to be done and out of being a sea hag. It means replacements were already active before I exited.
People may wish to swap with me now, however I am NOT WORKING. This is not work at all. MY WORK… if any was attributed to me in any important places was AS A SEA HAG. I was not a full PGA producer or WGA writer of the Hollywood film making machine at all. It was more complicated as I was also involved with some non-glamorous industries also.
A long time ago I thought I’d eventually be helping Elon Musk’s team. I got swapped out because I was too young, too weak for that part of the previs. More than one Steven was also mugging me. People were actually beating me up DURING PREVIS and things got a bit scrambled. So I lost a future with the PRIME TIME people and I am not certain that was supposed to happen.
It may be why my life looked so… worthless all these decades. I basically had to stay away from important groups and places and people were making certain of it…even harming me to make sure of it.
I can only assume the big boys and gals made plans and just handled things. I wanted to join people for prime time work… however I got sold out, big time sold out. I cannot deny I was a weak person, not in spirit… in body. I really was not tough.
Jefferey Epstein… and his people, the ones I met were/are very bright people. They already had a team pulled together to work on all kinds of things. Again I was a weak person, a weakling compared to who they are/were used to.
Mostly, I probably helped the people working for the big people. That made it tough going. I was badly injured and drugged, sabotaged and not well cared for. People were probably trying to keep me retired, yet some had committed me as a sea hag.
I wish to stress again… the old job I had is not something people should ask for.
There are still a lot of bright people involved in high places who can get things managed and done. I do not think it was planned for me to JOIN IN NOW while sitting at home, here’s why: I was ASKED OFF TWITTER and FACEBOOK. Maybe I wrote too much autobiographical information, or too much political, or it just didn’t fit with what others wanted. I am staying off now. So my post sea hag life on Twitter time… is also done now. Without spending time on Twitter I am not paying any attention to the news for anything. So I have no comments. That’s all it would have been. I didn’t prep for Twitter, I’ve been laying down a lot of grumpy me due to the past and having to deal with the L.A. courts in recent history.
I’m kinda old now. I do have illnesses. My life as a sea hag was not easy on my body. Without fine details I will mention again it has weakened me significantly. Even if I have a good day of energy, it may still look weak to a strong normal person.
I had an original life. It is not one that can be easily duplicated. You reading this need to tell people that I cannot swap and there is not much to swap into now. In the 1970s I was visiting future U.S., Mexican, Canadian (and more) presidents, future CEOs and more. You know? These days, I’m not even watching the current ones on television. I mostly sit at home playing with my dog. I could actually be more active(than blogging) by knitting with yarn.
TO BE VERY HONEST… people may be watching to see what I do with my remaining life even minimized. I don’t think they want me mugged, drugged and sitting on the couch drooling and barely speaking a few words a day–just so someone can PRETEND they swapped with me for a job elsewhere.