What Do You Mean I am Not in My Office as a Corporation Executive?

And that’s the trouble. I may have been mugged for several gang members decades ago and over time, I ALSO GOT USED by several gang members. In theory, I could be at home discussing ideas for others to forward to higher places. Their gang members in those higher places take credit for the ideas, make the deals, transact, negotiate, spend time in important places with important people every day. As I sit at home pondering which tea to have next for my sour stomach. It didn’t go this way for decades and I am not prepared to step in even as an at-home old timer/consultant.

I appear to have been mugged and used by more than one human being. And they are different people. It has caused many conflicts. It may have caused me to be more minimized and subdued in my life than people thought humanly possible for a single loner person. Normally, someone as messed up stays with others to look after them. I mostly did not have this. Because I was alone, I was not connecting even with neighborhood people well. I often was just by myself, ill in some way and quiet at home.

Here we are decades later and it is obvious I’m “not being who I am supposed to be”. WHO DO PEOPLE THINK I AM SUPPOSED TO BE?

Cause to worry? Yes. There may be other people still single, still alone and ill being used by multiple gang members pretending the loner is a cat person, though they are not wealthy or connected well. I began life looking like a political assistant and possessed a name that became famous even though I am not famous. There may be others just like me here in the U.S. Are the false surrogates(the gang members in high places) faltering, retiring or have left the country?

I warned people a very long time ago that I should get enough education and experience to be able to sit at home for others. I did get all kinds of samplings of things while young, however I never had REAL WORK EXPERIENCE as a corporation executive. You’ll need someone else to use. I honestly had hoped to go through school, college and get work for 5-10 years before being removed from society. They expedited me instead before I was 10 years old. I got all kinds of experiences, some funding and I’ve not been able to be social much most of my life–like a sacked executive. A sacked exec is profoundly disconnected from the company they were at. Some of these people get blocked at other companies and drift in a ruined life for decades. Some actually connect at a new company and have a whole new life with funding, family, and new friends.

If I began my life as a political assistant, I may still be to some people. What’s gone wrong is my identity was VERY STOLEN while young so I have not gotten a normal life experience. I’ve NOT been able to spend time, years… with political people doing a variety of political things in important places(could have even been many quality years at an important college prep school and years in college itself). I don’t have long term experience, not even telecommuting from home.

People may have LIKED WHO I WAS a very long time ago… and that’s why I got so mugged by numerous gang members. However, the abuse killed who I was. I cannot exist at home or in public as the person I had become for a while in the 1970s.

Here in the U.S.A. we do have Melania Trump to look at as a power female in politics. Appears to be ready, willing and enabled to work in high, important places.

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/politics/melania-trump-takes-a-different-approach-in-official-portrait/ar-AA1xXJ9F