“We Don’t Want to Protect You, So We’ll Injure You Instead Ourselves.”

May have been what truly happened in the 1970s. Some knew just how injured and defamed I got. Some figured out I was not safe anywhere. It’s likely why I had to get more publicly known back then. A tide of people rose up and said, “Don’t mrdr this child. We’ll use her.” And so it was.

I’ve been wrung out though. I appear overused and that may be what happened. Why some insist I stay retired and out of the way of things, even though I still have some skills normally useful in public and work places.

Probably not enough sponsorship and I’m still a weak person.

Also, there are so many people I do not know. I would probably guess incorrectly about the gang conflicts regarding who and what I am–to them.

Just had a profound thought… what if English was not supposed to be my original language? And it is the only one I know, because I grew up in the U.S.A. and no one allowed me to learn another. Only a thought. May be very not real.