And have since the 1970s, my first decade of life. Some knew I was in trouble due to identity theft very early on. They did all kinds of things with me to see who I was. They found me, many actually did. So I was kept alive, not lost forever. Back in the 1970s, there were children who went missing forever, never returned. I am grateful for being saved from death or permanently lost in another country.
I could have been a wealthy wife in another country, however it appears fake husbands globally made the money, owned it and clout too. May be why I have had to live such a mugged life. There were all kinds of threats of hiding me in prisons, even with a sx change to be in with males! I am not joking. The 1970s were real criminal looking to me. Someone had lost their mind about me very early on.
What then happened is I got “Russian married” to all kinds of people. Mexicans… white and brown from many parts of Mexico and around the world. I couldn’t help them directly though. It was a variety of people. Some very cloutful, wealthy, dangerous. I was a tiny little baby to those ones! Others, they tried to use me as a daughter of someone bigger. And I have a feeling my identity for the L.A. courthouse is closer to “someone’s daughter” than an actual leadership person anyway. Trouble is, it may be a cloutful OLD Mexican somewhere?
Anyway… this post is to remind people why I had clout and why I didn’t have clout. Why it was a mish mash and different almost daily and very, highly situational.
I’ve heard it said on the ‘wind’, “Paramount deal is closed, done.” Which means two things: 1) I was NOT IN THE DEAL ITSELF, 2) I may have been targeted by people IN THE DEAL, 3) I should be A LOT FREER from all kinds of people anywhere for anything. After all these decades, it was clearly sorted out who was who and HOW TO USE MY IDENTITY elsewhere. Could be it was figured out what identity I MAY HAVE BEEN CONNECTED WITH and how to leave me at home without expectations.