My response: Yes and no. I got some things money cannot buy. I fear though, some people got more burned than me and I could not save them. I’ve written this before: A brown Joshua, a short and short haired Donna and a short stalky white male in his 50s … labeled and cursed me as “Dead Korean Girl with No [work] Contacts”. I WANT PEOPLE TO TAKE NOTE ON THIS. I DID NOT ASK FOR THIS LABEL. (before 1980s)
AND… a “Michele Kirksey” at Grossmont College campus in the 1970s TOLD ALL HER SURROUNDING PEOPLE: “CLOSE DOORS” for/on me. Yep, me. Closed Doors.
What this all means is, possibly more than one group shut me down big time… and for life. Removed my ability to warn people about anything I knew. I also could not get bigger people easily at all. I actually lost contact with all kinds of people I could have known my whole life.
AND… WHO OFFICIALLY turned me into a “sea hag“? Because that label also removed me from earning money and knowing all kinds of people on very normal terms.
I’m not supposed to be someone who is a pay pal nor am I someone to lean on. I got waaaay broken many times by gang people… I am not certain all the problems they solved doing it. It did cause me to be very unconnected.
It’s why I have humbly suggested that people move on from me, stop trying to use me now. I don’t have good money to work with and no chance for a job or a husband with one. I have some wit, some old humor and knowledge. Some of who I was in the 1970s is intact, mostly not though. Been through too much.
a “Dead Donna”. That is who I appear to be still. I feel originally it was to allow me to get places like Hollywood and many political venues also. Just disconnected to money and great contacts.
I have to remind people of the above because I am severely limited what I can do for others. Worse than most people.