My response is: I got stuck being a single person, unmarried legally. It actually kept me from all kinds of contacts, connections, deals, even money. There is no way I was the key money holder and highest leadership. It is possible there was a fund somewhere kept in my name, possibly the whole PAC was once with a long time ago, possibly a fund waiting for a group to be gathered… hard to say. I got too stuck without a solid identity, as it was partially stolen, then fully when I was very young. I had a hard time being connected well anywhere. That’s why even right now I don’t know all kinds of people well at all. Mostly got people in recent decades on a lightweight social basis. Even the people I looked like I was “working with” kept to themselves. I didn’t get to know them well. I’ll never know if I got the original people or surrogates, real or fake. Because I am not certain “who I got” in the past, it has helped me take on the attitude of being retired. I kind of give up. I am not certain I knew anyone now.
I can’t PRETEND to be something for a bunch of strangers. I wouldn’t know what to do, what to say. Also, just having fun… being intelligent, witty, smart, humorous, entertaining, a real character out in public without a stage… with people listening… I’ll get mugged! Possibly kidnapped! Those Mexicans are crazy. I won’t know if someone made them crazy, paid them to do this or what happened.
Maybe people need to pay to visit Bill Gates and chat with him since Steve Jobs is dead? Are people afraid to get real politicians? That man has wisdom. Elon Musk looks busy in politics now. What about visiting with your local politicians? They may have many things to say.
I appear to have ended up a fake wife or sister or daughter to a lot of people. I am sorry that I am NOT THE ONE WITH THE BIG MONEY. Gangs would NOT ALLOW IT even if I had a large bank account somewhere. NEVER LET ME GET TO IT.
Please, just accept me now as a small town influencer? It is about all I can do now. My body has too many health problems. My personal funding has health problems too–I’m in debt and I don’t have a good income to fix it with easily.