And that I am INDEED… the “sick child” in the greater equation, not developed as a human trafficker at all. Was absolutely a sea hag also. Also noting I was a “creative lead” and “IP leadership”.
Which means I was a temporary, stand in type of person. Like I have been writing about. I got used to it a lot as a child, being somewhere chatting and then removed as others walked in. I’m older now, so it has been more polite in recent decades to be honest. I believe less swapping in person needed also.
I want to bring up this photo. In the 1970s I was to meet up with “my uncle Clem” and instead of bringing me to him healthy, cleaned up and happy… the gang members roughed me up and a woman like that one stood in. TOLD ME SHE WAS COMPETING FOR THIS SPOT WITH HIM. I noted I had no chance in heaven or hell. I was injured and sick, and someone obviously gave him someone healthier to know long term.
Obama’s people were known to get Hollywood and big cities. I was NOT HIRED BACK into the fold with any groups his or any other politician. I continued to be a stand in type of person long term. I guess it had to be this way to remain a ghost producer. I likely got all kinds of people over time, just couldn’t get them as long term connections and contacts.
I do want to thank people for allowing times of health and better vigor and strengths! Allowing me some good ol’ simple fun. See now I may have permanent health problems that won’t allow me bigger good times, just smaller ones. And I don’t see any doors to make new money to improve my standard of living. I’m okay staying small. It means there are gang members who are bigger than me who need the venues and events I would have gotten. I just will NOT be stepping into them again, no need to.