Oh holey moley. I just thought of something. I NEEDED A FORMAL AGREEMENT (meaning advanced planning) FOR THIS!!!! PEOPLE… gang folk… did you just do this all these decades at random times without speaking to me, warning me about it??? ((upset-ness galore))
Did some gang members green light the idea I talked about in my youth: PRETENDING I’M THE PERSON WHO DID ACTUALLY MAKE THE MONEY people thought I was capable of?* There was a LECTURE in person to me and gang members standing around me in the 1970s, possibly early 1980s that I had POTENTIAL to make A LOT OF MONEY. To be very successful. Leaders CHOOSING NOT TO ALLOW IT.
THIS MAY BE THE REAL DEAL people need to release me from. (a pretend wealth person)
Because I was not able to know people well, coordinate, pre-plan with others… I never knew what gang folks had planned, what trafficking, and more. I have a bad feeling, some gang members may have mugged me to “take over as that person” and I got very injured even for a while. Instead of just doing a hand shake… and “passing on the duties”.
*I may have agreed to do some impromptu “pretend wealthy mafia” a long time ago, however it did have to stop when I was getting PEOPLE WHO KNEW ME WELL and DID NOT KNOW ABOUT me being asked to be a “mafia actress”. Also, some people were getting VERY ANGRY and WANTED REAL MONEY and were harming, threatening me for it.