The Big Job I Can’t Do

Reminder: Pushing me through the courthouses without enough money(and people supporting me)… I look like an ACTRESS not the real thing for people.

All the trips to L.A. for the court and law enforcement NOT ONE PERSON STEPPED UP and called me by my former Hollywood mafia name. It means NO ONE is recognizing me to any past importance. I’m just some average person in trouble with bigger people over a framed-up court case which appears to be just to help steal money off my life. NOT ONE PUBLIC MEDIA REPORTER CONTACTED ME ABOUT BEING EVIL and SCARING PEOPLE ON TWITTER.

I know there are people who need a real leadership person who can afford their life and many others. I cannot be this. I can’t even pretend it well. The reason I can’t do it well is because I AM TOO ILL. My body is very not right. Before pushing me to L.A. courts in 2020 I should have been thoroughly healed as much as possible. Instead, someone is making sure I am subdued, minimized and simplified and very small. My own life savings is much lower now than it was even in 2020.

I can’t be an IMPORTANT INFLUENCER* right now. I’m being killed.

If this were a video game I am a VERY INJURED CHARACTER low on health. I may even have a dripping blood trail and moving slower in the game. I am not gathering strength, growing bigger, with armor and people taking my sides and back.

You all do know that the people at 8015 in La Jolla, CA are far more leadership people than I ever have been or can be? Mexicans, Germans, Russians, Ukrainians and more. They have gathered there and planned for all kinds of things over the decades. It was called “Amblin South” a short time in the 1970s. They’ve all stood over me and laughed while I was battered and hardly breathing on the ground… some figuratively, some in person. They’ve had steering over my life, not the other way around.

*Someone who has ideas people use to change lives and/or make good money off of.