Hi, I hear upsetness on the ‘wind’ again. It occurs to me to bring this up yet again. There may have been a VERY KEY “MIKE” and a whole team of people who were/are talented and VERY CONNECTED that LEFT… EXITED Hollywood in the 1970s and I was simply left standing around looking stupid. I may have been connected with them and got grabbed because THEY WERE GONE. They may have been gang members and leaders too. I was NOT DEVELOPED ENOUGH to fully replace them long term. It may be why “other Mikes” were used to mug me before the 1980s. Hollywood or just southern California may have done this.
Words I have heard, and maybe people need to calm down and accept this: I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ON THE EAST COAST, NOT HAWAII in the 1970s-80s. And OTHERS… were trying to plant me in San Diego, CA. It means OTHER SWAPS WERE GOING ON ALSO. It looks like OTHER KEY PEOPLE FLED San Diego, CA themselves and I got left drugged, sitting around looking stupid for them also.*
It may be why I was labeled an “INFLUENCER” very young, yet people were having difficulty holding that label on me because they were USING ME TOO MUCH for missing people. I was being put into conflict with gang members and leadership people and I didn’t actually know what was completely going on. It may have caused me to be mugged many many times and removed from places. Which really did happen! –People must have forgotten WHO I ACTUALLY WAS. OR SOMEONE DID along the way.
I’ve written about gang conflicts and too many criminals and drugs in the 1970s. Even the best people may have overlooked some things and made mistakes.
*I still look like I’m “sitting around drugged looking stupid”, and it is decades later. I’ve tried to figure out WHO PEOPLE THINK OR THOUGHT I AM because no one is actually talking to me. I may have replaced over 20 people in the 1970s and since then got mugged by another 20 more people just here in California! I know it sounds crazy. It’s likely the very reason I cannot do much at all for anyone other than sit around looking stupid. At least I can WRITE ABOUT MY OWN CONFUSION.