I have to be here because I am older and a damaged person. My limits are different than healthier people. I’m also not protected well, that’s why I can’t be a wealthier person. It does preclude more important people from wanting to know me in person.
I’m not someone to be sought out anyway. I’m not a gang member with all kinds of information. I am a lot more philosophical and need to remain this way. Not a trained philosopher, just an observer on Earth.
When I was very young, people swapped me with courageous and crazy migrants willing to get important places and people and carry messages. They may still be getting people in Washington D.C. and other capitol cities. The situation may have been created by people who did not feel comfortable being activists in person at any level. They may have been sent these people. Hundreds of years ago the U.S. had horse riders who carried messages for others. No surprise we still have a similar system intact. Other countries may be doing the same, I wouldn’t know.
I may still be an experiment. Someone allowed to be stepped back full time and not too programmed. Me with a less subjective opinion than others who get the important people and places in person. I got many while very young. I got challenged also, as well as threatened. Then people sabotaged me badly. It was not worth spending time with all those people–so unnecessary too! A long time ago I stepped back and actually turned and walked away from many situations and I really needed to. Kind of like being a card game with the stakes high and not everyone playing honestly even with themselves.