A long time ago, I thought if I joined with criminals they’d treat me more like a partner. It didn’t go that way at all. Often people just beat me up and defamed me as if I was the only criminal in the equation and they were saints to bring me to work places to SPEAK about content ideas for free!
I was genuinely worried I was going to be mrdrd each time I was kidnapped. Thought my pending collapse and black out my last. So every time I tried to speak well, often thinking it may be my last speech.
Turns out criminals who adopted me only did it when I was very young and looked like “someone else’s child” even their own.