Here’s what’s interesting. Are they also trying to be me somewhere else? And how does ANYONE THINK I CAN HIRE PEOPLE while this compromised? It’s likely why I got so retired while young and thrown into the wilderness. I was too known by snoopers of more than one gang. It may be why tech companies could not hire me.
I am pointing at snoopers as my rise and downfall. They helped and hindered. Good and bad stuff has come of it all.
Honestly did not know being committed to a snooping cult for life would ruin it. I had no chance to negotiate out of this, btw.
What happened is too many people created who I am through KSPL and when people were getting me in person, they were not certain or were misguided. THERE WAS COMPETITION doing this to me also, making sure I was destroyed so they could “get people” and “get the work involved”. Before I was ten years old! I’m not certain it was necessary to compete with me. Why not more clarifications? I did get very lost as a result, even to myself. I had to just be other things since I cold not be important. Must have been a mish-mash of hiding me, protecting me as well as a lot of slander and BS. I know it got messy! Gang conflicts. I never really knew the full extent of the mess.
It is 2025… not 1977.
I am not involved with other people’s lives much at all because I’ve been so much out in the wilderness! I am almost like a new person around places. I’m not the same human as the one who was present in the 1970s because times have changed, I have no commitments nor expectations nor big ambitions. I really am behaving more retiree than I planned.
I’m probably supposed to be very retired due to key people that may have been like surrogates elsewhere retired out themselves. Basically the team I was with, even so far removed as I was… is done.