“She’s Not in Workplaces Telling People What to Do.”

No, I’m not. I’m not at home emailing, or video chatting or phone calling into workplaces either. Honestly, when I was in workplaces I was not the lead. There was always someone above me who was there first and knew all what was going on. I was there for specific tasks only.

I lost a certain position DECADES AGO WHILE IN MY YOUTH. It was a position within a forum of gang members who knew me enough to permit me to join them. It was IN LOS ANGELES, CA and I was only visiting, not a resident of even California! So going back regularly and getting to know the participants DID NOT HAPPEN WELL AT ALL. In fact after the last one that I kinda remember… I was likely drugged so hard I forgot it all. People did cancel me because things had gotten too out of hand… and I was NOT ALLOWED TO get some things under control(in regard to myself)… because people did not want me around.

I got trafficked badly for decades and I think the goal was to keep me out of trouble originally… however whoever did it all must have been a creature not a human being in handling me. The life I’ve had at times was chaotic, dangerous, stupid, lost-looking and very unguided. Some have said it was because I REFUSED TO MARRY AN ADULT MEXICAN AT AGE FIVE.