Let me add to the ‘wind’ on this. More memory has come back. The 1970s were a very dark time for many, and I got caught up in it. Being promised for courthouse time decades later may have saved my life. What may have changed A LOT is that I NEVER BECAME A GANG LEADERSHIP PERSON FOR REAL OR WIFE OF ONE. It looked like I may have had that as a possible path back in the 1970s. I got promised to appear, to be shoved around… however I have arrived all these decades later with very little holdings… I am not holding people or money, not even got a good hold on my own life. I do not even have the same nicknames and regular contacts at all. My home is in a different state.
I had a lot more potential future in the 1970s. Now I have a history of a damaged, ruined life. It is NOT the same big picture.