I am not currently a local speaker of group(s) or people(s).
Got picked on too much in my youth, damaged also. It was clear no one wanted me to be famous.* It went too far, some of that stuff I went through crippled me for life in some ways… enough that I had to sit at home a lot and not do much. It may be why people DID NOT PLAN FOR ME TO DO MUCH AT THIS AGE. They know how much I went through while a youth (0-25 years old-ish).
Because of my heavy participation while a youth, I appear to have “paid in” for my own life on planet Earth. Then, I was supposed to get Twitter a long time ago, however I must have gotten sold out. Even the L.A. courts prefer I just stay off of it even with a pen name.
I can only be a small influencer these days. And I appear to NEED to wear the “retiree” label. My guess is social planning locally and further: The need for younger people to step in and do work without me looking like competition.
There are public local community leaders EVERYWHERE. If you have big NON-INDIVIDUAL (meaning group, gang) problems, you may need to reach out to those leaders for help. I am not a public local leader. If I did this in my youth, I appear NOT-ENABLED for it now. It is possible that I had a lot of support while young. This would have been a brief time now and then because much bigger people are/were the ones running small and large businesses(and governments) locally and globally.
I am diminished. Appears still not allowed to take a small stage and speak about things. Gangs have CHOSEN PEOPLE for this. I am not one of them.
I DO NOT have a GROUP or COMMUNITY behind me to speak for others in public places. Doesn’t matter if I was good at it along time ago. I have no group(s) behind me now. No sponsorship. Even if I am NOT A LEADER… I have been a speaker at times, however it was a long time ago. NO ONE IS HIRING ME to be a public speaker for them.
All this is clear isn’t it?
I may have been created to be a “youth leader” in that other youths wanted to copy cat me. I appear to have been used mostly as a copy cat source, however I was NOT WELL PROTECTED. I can’t return to that kind of role now: “copy cats’ source”.
It used to be, talented people were HIRED to work directly for leaders/leaderships and their people. Like an office person, speech writer, someone who does research and reports. Today it appears groups are using influencers a lot and they may or may not be sponsored to write and/or speak in public. I look canned, asked to leave social media. Blogging on your own blog web site is not social media.
*Fame is a very difficult profession to handle. It costs money, and usually the famous one needs to have a big enough family and community behind them.