It may be why someone got angry and forced me to be a sick child starting back then.* No kidding. Not a joke. It was not always obvious because people did leave me alone to heal up from the adventures. Other times, I was barely getting through a few minutes in person now and then.
There were other youths more available, more enabled. Some actually had more money to work with, or it looked like it! Back in the 1970s, there were actually a variety of big and small “Stevens”… men, women and children from multiple countries.
Because I was used so much, people may have tried to retire me in 1977… I know that sounds crazy, it sounded like it to me also. It may be why I was given such criminal hits within years of that and why some gangs created some false surrogates. The goal may have been to leave me at home with my parents and have much stronger, better connected gang members handle things in the big cities.
I’ve had many adventures, I did learn a lot while young. I am grateful for the experiences, or the ones that were more preferred. Some of them were very challenging. It made me more interesting to “play with” and that really was what it was supposed to be. It appeared to be more high stakes and adult than people had planned originally for me to visit.
I WANT PEOPLE TO REMEMBER: I was also dismissed looking in nature from Washington D.C. in the 1970s. With some men and women telling me they would be there, and I was going home. Not for me to come back there in person to stay, only visit. I was young, didn’t remember this until recently.
Also understand, I am still single. Some people have actually said it to me I can’t do much in the United States of America unless I have a full time partner. Which means I alone could not be a money holder or big money maker or even a small local leadership community person.
*It was a form of sabotage. I was being picked on relentlessly and criminals were stalking me hoping to steal any money I could be associated with. Someone also got jealous and announced in my neighborhood they planned to ruin me, not let me have a lot of money in life. People were harming me too much, not protecting me. They were making it clear THEY wanted any related monies, not to pay me and my family at all. Rumor is a test was done, like giving my people million$ from Hollywood and it was discovered, uncovered how many people caused trouble. It may have caused me to be cancelled from mafia level professional work ever since. It could be I am still a victim of jealousy. I’ll never know the real problem.