It was the best I could do in my lifetime, is be part of a PAC that had global connections in high places. I/we helped create future CEOs and other leaders. I could not leave the PAC and go home and be as important and pay for individuals around me. I was too compromised to have a husband or regular long term boyfriends. My feeling is someone got jealous and I got targeted and ruined, instead of meeting people and getting a career I was thrown away.
Some of the people created* were Donald Trump, Elon Musk and MANY OTHERS in power positions RIGHT NOW. I am not in one myself. May have been used like a VIRTUAL wife for women and men at times. Some of the “Mamie” women did this also, and they were gang members and gangster women with high contacts. They were older than me, wealthier in the 1970s. I am not actually one of them though. I got too injured while young. It caused me to be less interesting for life in person. Those big people are there for people to utilize. People like me are barely voters these days. Be bigger than me, get involved in politics and meet people. If you have enough money and clout maybe you can even speak with the big names in the U.S.A. I can’t myself. I’m functionally a sick person at home.
*Created means some of what they did/do and who they are was actually planned by a group of people.
At times in my life people spent money to heal me, boost me enough to rise up and shine for a short time. I went back home ruined from it all. My body took months even years to heal from those events. Mostly I’ve been a downed person living a small life. It was an inexpensive way to keep me going. Normally, people have more friends and family to visit with. I had to have a quieter time and it was boring and upsettingly remote. I was effectively out of the way I hope from a lot of things.
If you like science and aerospace… you could relate me to the “important crew” that got the rockets up into the sky. I’m NOT the ROCKET itself. I’m not the funding team either. So many rockets have flown up into the sky, I couldn’t watch them all. Rockets are like humans who did well in society. In comparison I got some hills to hike up and stand on. Went down again. Elon Musk is like a human rocket. So is Donald Trump and SOOOOOOO MANY political people in the U.S. and beyond. The list is probably in the thousands that PACs help produce for the world. Okay?
Mostly I’ve been a downed person living a small life.
There are many others like me. Most of my life I’ve been INACTIVE, not activated for others to get in person and do things with. It was a very practical(and budget saving) way to involve/un-involve me with anything.
If you are having difficulty understanding, perhaps this makes sense. If I were military, it looks like I got shot and survived some toxic warfare as well as being a prisoner of war for a while. Some of my body was boosted young to survive this, however my body has lived through a variety of damages. Home, I am NOT a strong person who can be part of the local workforce. I am very spent. I have been able to gather enough health to get some things done locally, however I have gone home and rested a lot. Abnormal life and living.