I’m going to make certain people don’t think of me personally as “a bus to ride on”. I’m going to have to stop writing here for a long while. I don’t want anyone to dwell on my writings and pretend I am forcing commitments, actions or anything! I’ve been sick at home a lot, don’t have money for travel adventures so I have written more than I ever dreamed possible.
If this blog site look like a bus to people, it has been difficult hitting the brakes for good and parking it because there are so many things to bring up related to me and the past I was a part of. Lots of this was just follow up I never could do in person. Some new things came to mind, mostly old stuff not fully explored when I was around anyway. I’m certain others have brought things up themselves long ago.
Parking this thing. I still have to work on my own health and personal needs. Okay?
Update: May I suggest something to riders exiting: Don’t double dip. Some people and groups have already paid into people above you. Don’t you go to them asking for money, go to the leadership(s) they already paid to. For instance some poor people pay into a relative or a political party. If the relative isn’t big enough, you need to go higher to the political party people for advice.
I hear some grumbling and also joy on the ‘wind’.
It occurs for me to remind people I am likely on a political assistant looking income and not a (small or large) business person income. It looks like life support for a simple life, not for funding a small business, btw. Because I was so dropped and dumped and thrown out… I’m technically an unwanted assistant, at least for in person work. Even at a distance, I doubt people need or want to use me full time. People were advised not to! BEING HELD to this small position means I was held from making good money, even with a small local business. I want people to know, I’m not happy it went this way and hope others are not having the same problem. It looks like I’ve been HELD as a copy cat source for someone small full time. Only better released in recent years and most recent decades and not 100%. Originally I was supposed to be released in my late teens. I’m over 50 now, and not only I but also others were supposed to be released to help our own families, even with work and ideas. I however, looked very stopped and needing to be dead meat. NOT WHAT I HAD HOPED FOR. It is a smaller life than I thought it was going to be.
If YOU were hoping for money directly from me (instead of a funded project) and are disappointed, imagine how disappointed I am at my small life with mostly no projects (which are vehicles for making money typically).
REMINDER: I was NOT “Clinton” who made deals in L.A. with former Desilu people. He/they were likely very connected with Tijuana and Mexico City people. THEY got the deals, NOT ME. Including continuing work with Paramount Television which is the name Desilu became. I may have looked like their child, however I was NOT making money off or from them. Just an influencer.
I keep bringing up professional entertainment and my gaslighted life with it. Because I was NOT visiting political people in political places at all after the 1970s. I still visited entertainment back lots and offices into the 1980s+.