My Service for My Country and World is Done

It may or may not surprise you… and you… and you… that I was in the queen’s service at times, maybe more than even I knew about. Yes, Queen Elizabeth II and also the world’s mistress United States of America. I appear a subject of the Commonwealth* stationed in the United States to uphold truth and justice, even among criminals in the above and the underworlds. Above, below and so many levels of the laws of mankind.

And yet, France knew me also. With respect in my youth. I may have been with some of their people when I was called “U.N.” and far from home. Could be because of Canada on the northern U.S. border.

Not to mention all across Asia and Europe. I became a child of the world while young. Not through books, through travels. I may or may not have been connected with the powers of the Writers Guild of America as well as the Directors Guild of America. Hollywood and the professional entertainment world family had and has resources globally… funding and talented people. I did a lot of location scouting, even talent scouting on occasion with others.

I was cursed and blessed and it was a very tough way to live through so many situations. I believe some gangsters were sitting in New York City as well as other places gambling on people. I was young, and on a mission of discovery. I took and created challenges. It made me interesting back then.

Without getting into it, I want people to frame this in their minds. I may have been like a military person who was asked to do some extraordinary things under adverse conditions and I did them at random times for years, mostly in my youth. I was not someone with a weapon nor of the desire to destroy. In my adulthood I mostly appeared to be a discontinued model of a human being. Still feels this way.

It makes me a tired, damaged, not wealthy veteran of an era that has passed. I don’t think I OWE any one or any country any more of myself, and I don’t believe they even want it or need it. It is time to allow me peace. Please stop trying to use me for something.

I honestly believe my service to the U.S. White House and the Crown of England is done. I’m just older and retired out of so many tasks and to-dos. I don’t have any agendas or wish lists in hand for any one. Oh, except for me! I discovered that I can write and by doing so have re-discovered who I was by sharing who I’m not. It took me years to come to this page, for instance.

I may continue to write. It entertains me!

*Because I was only allowed to know English as a language of fluency, and did have a British accent when I was very young. It tells me I belonged to an English speaking country, not just the U.S.A. which is and has been English/Mexican/Spanish.