My Back is Actually Broken

It means someone higher than me ordered me unable to be a pay pal or mafia father of other people, even a small group. It forced me to be a weakened person, influencer only. It was broken more than once in my youth and it is still functionally a broken back.

What perhaps everyone should consider is that I had some “interesting fake husbands” a long time ago. I am certain many have retired long ago, moved on, even re-married other women(or men). My thanks to them for their help of me and planet Earth!