I’ve been asked to “retire if I don’t have a contract”. It could apply to even being an influencer*!
What I’ve been doing is mostly updating who I was and who I appear to be now. I’ve had to write at great length and in between I’ve dropped some ideas. I’m not making any money and I AM NOT PRESSURING PEOPLE to read my writings or do something with them.
I hope that it looks like I’m just being an active participant on Planet Earth. Something people of all ages, positions, DNA can do. I am NOT OUT IN PUBLIC DRAWING CROWDS even at a small pub to talk about things. That is a traditional way to “get with a community”. I’m actually too small these days, have been a long time. People don’t want me to do even that sort of thing.
I’m hoping bigger people DO USE MY NON-PERSONAL WRITINGS for their people or themselves! I am feeling very retired these days since I am not healthy and I’m in debt. I’ve been diminished in many ways in recent years and I accept it. I sense some people are trying to use me for something bigger and I can’t do it, not even virtually.
*Wish to note that I DO NOT introduce myself out in public as an influencer at all. I’ve never been recognized out in public as one either.