I’ve Been Asked About “Mental Health Problems”

Yes, I do have them. Foremost is the ‘wind’. Second, are the devices they use. Third, the very interfered with life I’ve had. Fourth, my body is actually still damaged from gang attacks dating back decades and it upsets me 24/7–I can’t sit or sleep straight, so I am reminded regularly that someone wanted to misuse me in my youth so much I even taunted gang people to harm me to save me from being sx trafficked.*

I was also asked to DIRECT, not PRODUCE movies and tv programs even though there is a large group of people who wanted me to “pretend to be a convict producer” so they could “use me” for their people in L.A. since they won’t let me work there or anywhere.

Am I in a constant state of annoyance? Anger? Frustration? Not really. I actually sometimes think about people who got prison time for harming me and misusing me and others. I’m outside of prison all damaged, not popular, not famous… and there are likely men and women in prison who are VERY POPULAR, even famous around the world. Then I think, “Wow. This actually happened.”

*I actually was kidnapped and hostaged and battered outside of my taunting. It was already happening before I taunted anyone.

My hat tip to the L.A. court houses who know me. I’m sorry this is not easily discussed anywhere. Memory is back enough. I’m not suing people as I know people have had to step up and fix a few things in my life already. It’s just not a pretty history. I don’t think I deserved it. Try to find some comfort knowing I’ve crossed paths with others who have also had it rough.

It is why I am so retired. Why gangs did back off already. I actually reached “elder”, just a young one. I hope to help others by sharing my own experiences. I’m not wealthy or physically strong enough to help much in person for anyone. I am STILL a “weakened” person. Permanent condition put upon me very young…before I could walk. It means people were supposed to know me for my mind, not my body.

For the people WHO WERE NOT THINKING: I had and have a weakened body… I could not be a “performer” in the sx trade if I wanted to. Okay? You did the wrong thing trying to make me be one very young and then “killing me” for anything else. Many people injured me and helped me not be sx traded. Honestly, there were OTHER PEOPLE who wanted THAT WORK! They also may have put hits on me to stop me from getting it.