It Could Be My TRUE BIGGER ME Person Died in the 1970s, Which Ended My “superpowers”

Honestly, even the ‘wind’ is admitting to this recently. That there was a MALE CONVICT/CRIMINAL that may have been very powerful that used some of my identity in the 1970s and also ORDERED HITS globally. Which means my powerful “12ft blue alien” may have actually died and was buried in the 1970s. Only so many things were ordered, and unchangeable? This person may have been used by a gang of people who knew me. Hard to know for certain now who and what was said and done.

I can admit though, I am NOT a “12ft blue alien” myself and for some of the feats attributed to me decades ago would have needed that size of creature.

It is very grievous that I could not return to Her Majesty, the Queen of England for advice. Before I was an adult she “had hired others” and I actually was not needed in her service*. I got thrown out already. Reminder: Diana’s children were starting to grow up and probably got the Queen’s attention then anyway. people in leadership get busy and don’t need the small people who have been cycled out and placed “in the wilderness”.

It just means I am kind of DEAD to a lot of people. NOT a player, NOT to be played with because I can’t do much anymore anyway.

I’ve had to bring up so many reasons why PEOPLE SHOULD NOT BE TRYING TO USE ME THESE DAYS… especially for CLOUTFUL THINGS. I’m too dead.

*I can’t verify if I was or not. When I was present with others I appeared to be at times. I was not against the Queen.