Oh please don’t be stuck here! I write with the assumption people will read as they wish and not all at once. Some people have not “heard from me” in a very long time. Also, some of my memory has been truly lost and tampered with–so I am giving what I know of things. Avoiding the more complicated events.
I’m hoping to help people understand what happened with me and why I look ghosted and became one also to many people who may have expected me back.
I am out in public now and then. NOT DOING MUCH. I discovered there is NO OPEN DOOR for me to rise, build a new business and hire a group of people. I’m small, singular and NOT EMPLOYED MYSELF. I look retired and can’t help others. Very sorry. I’ve been “smacked down” back to “divorced wife” in status–looks like it anyway! I really don’t have enough money or clout for myself in San Diego. I cannot help others.
I’ve offered up “The San Diego Spielberg Team” as well as “Qualcomm” even the “San Diego Comic Con” as people I’ve crossed paths with, possibly have been seen with a short time out of the past 50 years. They are above me and know people bigger than me who can help others. I have lived in a very small world for a long time. I’ve been INACTIVE with political people a very long time. It’s made me be more sold out and retired looking than most people my age.
I really look like and feel like a “sickened, divorced wife” who can’t get a lot done for anyone. I am bummed out about this, okay? On the bright side, it means there are likely ALL KINDS OF ENABLED men and women available.