Involved With Excessive Field Work in My Youth

I hope this is an adequate admission to why I am falling short of expectations now and permanently. Enabled to get to all kinds of places to visit in the 1970s and 80s, caused too much damage to my own body and life. It was a risk I embraced because life at home wasn’t safe either. I don’t recommend most youths take the path I tried out! It required a special commitment of many people to help me do it, as well as my own. Because I did so much field work, and I wish to call it this… while young, my body never recovered enough to be full health. Even that got wrapped in slander and other covers all these decades. I faced unique experiences and learned things, however I paid for it with a variety of life damage. I don’t suggest others be this person. I hope for you all to have better lives. Stay closer to home, focus on your local life and people.

Explorers do the in person field work in distant lands. I was one. I’m stronger and weaker in different ways than someone who has remained in their home town for decades. I was NOT a migrant worker trying out different countries. One of my sponsors was the actual U.S. government through some people there.

I have perspectives others may not. Some may be very dated, some eternal. This is probably why local and distant gang members are still trying to use me in a variety of ways. Truth is they are attempting to use me like a non-local politician who is not in a public office. I can’t really do this now. I am not healthy enough. I’m limping along in more than one way.