
It actually took DECADES before I could obtain a San Diego Comic Con ID for myself and go there as an average person just to look at stuff. I want people to step back and think about this. The first time I visited was in the 1970s during a prep day. I have not attended a Hall H ever because I was threatened not to. (If I got it within recent years its because I had an escort and I was not paying attention–I won’t go back again now). The first time I got a FOUR DAY pass for the convention was within the past 10 years. Those people know I have been messed up badly by gang members in more than one city and have provided security when I visited. I clearly have not known WHAT THE [censored] is truly going on.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON. That’s why I am okay taking “retirement age”. It is clear I honestly don’t know what all has gone on and is going on. It is better I stay home and NOT INVOLVED.
I’ve NOT been part of gang/people management for anything all these decades and I did try many times to be a part of management because I [censored] FEARED some of that previs coming to reality. I got stuck in the wilderness, still am in it. I cannot fix this or much of anything.
I’m so giving up I’m not going to write anything more about… things. It’s up to all of you to figure out planet Earth.
Yup, grumpy writer. Not a pro. Just someone who knew some stuff a long time ago and see how dumb it all got. Yep, some things have improved amazingly, let’s cheer for those, huh?