A long time ago I was taken to an older man who looked like a prison convict and with me was a “Donna”. I have a feeling SHE was the actual wife of this convict in prison and I was a ghost assistant to that Donna. I never got to know these people. Do you know who I was to them? A GHOST. People hired all kinds of men and women, children also for Hollywood directly. Not all are creatives or executives. Some actually do a lot of daily task work. I was at best a VIRTUAL EXECUTIVE… just someone to chat with about ideas like an “intelligent wife”. And I feel this is how I was used for people. So many were already established working people when I was born. I often just looked like a daughter or a wife at the distance. I hoped to be just a “sister” which is a lot more functional and reasonable. Some boys went a little crazy, and tried to make me one of their HIRED GIRLFRIENDS or HIRED HO’s. I was not supposed to be one of those. People made threats and payments to get me out of such a thing.* A Mexican Donovan HIRED STRONG ADULTS for the purpose of “Hollywood ho” work. Some got very well connected and made million$ in the 1970s.
I should mention having “fake husbands” is a very different thing than being a “hired girlfriend” or “hired ho”.
“Mexican Donovan” in the 1970s was a tough gang leadership man. HE was probably the actual convict producer I was below as a child. And this was my original relationship to any businesses. Some pretended I was a daughter or wife to him briefly.
*I was not released. I fear some are still claiming things. I have no agreement with anyone. I don’t know the deals they made. I am NOT an L.A. resident. I’m also… notoriously, someone with illness and injury. Not someone to play with others regularly. I got damaged very early in life, I’m not trying to blame later people. They need to know though why I cannot participate “like a gang member” in person. I did try to do both team and individual sports at times in my life, thinking I had been healed. I run out of energy fast though. I got benched and sent home quickly. I also believe people had drugged me and/or numbed injured parts so I was not aware how broken I was. Gang members knew me though.