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I’m NOT “Insecticide” either, NOT the actual ones from the 1970s… I look like a virtual or pretend one?

I do not know how gang members measure things. What level makes someone “real” vs. “virtual” vs. “pretend”.

Author Sarah "Lusor" SpielbergPosted on December 21, 2024December 21, 2024Categories ThoughtsTags 1970s, gangmembers, insecticide, people, pretend, real, virtual

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  • I Did Become a Grumpy, Sick, Terrorized Ghost in 2020+ and I Reached Out From the Wilderness…
  • the ‘wind’ is on Fire About the Idea of Ghosts
  • Can Someone Announce Me as a “Ghost Producer”?
  • Human Traffickers Are Not Necessarily Leaders From What I’ve Seen
  • Whether I am Stolen or Just Somewhere Else Than I was Supposed to Be…
  • South Korean Plane Crash Few Survivors Jeju Air flight 7C2216
  • “She’s [censored] Still.” – the ‘wind’
  • A “big Mark Minor” at Mar A Lago in the 1980s…
  • It’s Difficult, the Position I’ve Been in With MANY PEOPLE I Could Never Speak With
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  • Re-Branded “Influencer” in the 1970s May Have Killed Me at Punahou School in Honolulu, HI Also
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  • Retired and Not Feeling Good
  • Just an Influencer?
  • Did I Swap Places with Two Mexican Gals from Club33 in the 1970s?
  • Which Sam?
  • Current Problem for Me in San Diego
  • Problem Solving at Home and in Workplaces
  • Using an Identity in Los Angeles – Some Migrants Really Know This
  • the “Criminal Me” Stipend I Never Got
  • I Was Taken to the Pulp Fiction House in the 1970s More than Once
  • I’ve Read Online There Are Changes Going on in Professional Entertainment Cities Also (Scaling Down)
  • Slowing Down Like an Old Person
  • Reminder: BYCORP Chose NOT TO SPONSOR ME for Hollywood/Professional Entertainment
  • The Human Traffickers Among Us
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  • GUILT TRIP: Harvey, His Peoples and Excessive Bail Amounts
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  • I Really Don’t Need Tormentors, Here’s Why
  • My Friends, My Enemies and Everyone… Please Do Your Own Thing
  • My Level of Security Clearance in the U.S.A.? This May Sound Silly: “Social Purposes Only”..?
  • I Walked Away From LegalZoom, and Left Behind Me Was a Donald Trump Imposter (late 1970s?)
  • The Crisara’s are Much More Popular Than Me in Society!
  • Reminder: Some Gang Members PAID MONEY and Threatened Others to Be More Important than Me
  • I Was Almost Given a Wealthy Husband Full Time in the 1970s+
  • “Why Didn’t She Go Back to Disney’s Boardroom(s)?”
  • “She Doesn’t Belong in Courthouses.”
  • “She’s Not in Workplaces Telling People What to Do.”
  • A Baby that Became a Leader? Or is it Controllable Anarchy?
  • the ‘wind’ is Admitting I’m “Just a baby.”
  • Merry Christmas! I Just Heard on the ‘wind’ that “Donna” Has New Money
  • Due to Illness and Lack of Contacts to Discuss this with in Person: Bigger/Adults “Sarah” and “Mamie” of the 1970s…
  • the ‘wind’ is Screaming that “Clinton wants money!”
  • It’s Christmas Eve! Should I be Swearing Instead of Celebrating?
  • Listening to the ‘wind’ Which May Not Be a Good Idea
  • I’m a Ghost Image of Bigger People
  • (nodding) Yes, I was a Brooks Institute of Photography Student Who Barely Got Through School
  • A Little Spielberg Who Stood in For Big People, That’s All?
  • I Was Not Born a Weakling. I am a Victim of Gang Violence and Trafficking
  • Alternatively, I NEED A CONTRACT to Connect Me Even as a Very Small Worker
  • I’m Supposed to be RETIRED. The “VOLUNTEER” WORK IS TOO TOUGH ON ME.
  • Trapped Below Snooping Cult People (written this before)
  • I Agree With the ‘wind’… Someone Grabbed… (at Punahou School Campus 1970s)
  • I Do Care About People, Even Strangers Here’s Why
  • I Didn’t Get Hired by BYCORP
  • Out in Public, I’m Getting Construction/Builders Looking People
  • I Was a Mafia Actress for the Boys
  • Who is Holding My Identity?
  • I Know WHICH “Black people” Wanted to Replace Me in the 1970s
  • the ‘wind’ is screaming: “The BLACK PEOPLE JUST WANTED TO REPLACE HER.”
  • Stephen J. Cannell Productions
  • I Have A Little Money To Get Some of Myself Healed, I Beg People…
  • You Need Donald and Elon. Not me now.
  • “Mitch” Knows I Was Too Small, Too Underfunded in the 1970s
  • Formerly a Part of Baby Dreamworks
  • Avrim Is Not Ephram
  • A Long Time Ago a Mexican Migrant Was Above Me…
  • Being Myself Out in Public? Also I’m Not Mexican.
  • I Lost “the Imposter” Venue a Long Time Ago
  • Repeating this Clearly: I Appear a “weakened” AND “mugged” Person
  • I’m Still Mugged!
  • A Blond Man in the 1970s Said I Was “Taking his place by sitting at home, and [he] wanted my place in Hollywood/L.A.”
  • I’m NOT “Insecticide” either, NOT the actual ones from the 1970s… I look like a virtual or pretend one?
  • “[name], We have to kill your daughter so Kiki is more important.”
  • If I Leave Planet Earth Within a Few Years or…
  • Hope
  • More Retired Than I Planned Right Now Due to Health Issues
  • “Oil Can Harry”, a Group of People in Los Angeles… Assumed part of my* identity themselves (1970s)
  • Gangsters Who Left the Country After Locking in Agendas
  • a Key Influencer Who Got Dismissed, Mugged
  • Thinking About a Little Something This Morning: I May Have Been the Original Kamala Harris Here is Why.
  • Swapping Places With a Human Trafficker Named “Donovan” 1970s+
  • There Are People Who Know Me
  • They Came Back From Dubai..?
  • VERY RETIRED IN NATURE RIGHT NOW
  • Everything That Was Me Was Stolen or Removed in the 1970s
  • Something Backfired in the 1970s That Many Should Know About
  • Reminder: BYCORP Did Not Adopt Me For Hollywood
  • People Were Advised Not to Use Me Full Time. (1970s)
  • Really Did a Lot For People a Long Time Ago
  • Dear All: I Was NOT Adopted By “Shanoe’s People” in the 1970s. They chose not to.
  • Sasha Promised Me a Good Dog Someday. (1970s) I Have Her Now.
  • It Was One of the Steven H. People I Wanted Put Into Prison Long Term, Not Myself (1970s)
  • I’m NOT the Russian Jews That I Did Previs Work For in the 1970s
  • How About Giving Me a Husband?
  • Did I Sub for a Leadership Person?
  • I’ve Been Mugged By How Many People Who Took Work Positions in the U.S. or Elsewhere?
  • I May Have Gotten Donald Trump and Elon Musk in Person While Very Young
  • It Was Likely the Mexican Donovan Who Used My Name(s) in the 1970s That Should Have Gotten L.A.’s Courts+?
  • Genius Christ!
  • Santa Ynez Valley Knows I Got Replaced and Sold Out
  • It Was “Templeton” or One of Them Who Took Me to San Diego Leadership People (1970s)
  • With All Due Respect, I Acknowledge that MAFIA “has the ball” in Hollywood
  • “Donna Fleming” Introduced Me to People Working in Hollywood in the 1970s
  • I Do Remember a Group of People Taking Me to a Bail Bondsman in San Diego in the 1970s
  • I Was Big to Some People a Long Time Ago
  • Polite Redirection: Who Has Bigger Clout Than Me
  • I Should Have Been a College Professor
  • The Big Job I Can’t Do
  • My Identity and a Long History of Hits Upon My Body and Life
  • A Tighter Bond With Los Angeles Than San Diego County? Likely.
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