Traditionally, in many countries… the people keep the good politicians and the bad ones disappear from planet Earth. I appear to have been a small political person in a very big world, and not someone they needed to end permanently decades ago even though I did drop dead many times… it was likely for false surrogates or slander/libel not because of a group or population who actually hated me.
True and False Surrogates MAY HAVE HAD A HARD TIME USING ME BECAUSE I WAS COMPROMISED AND NOT PROTECTED WELL. Likely how I got so killed in the 1970s.
I cannot just return to the character I was for a time in the 1970s. This would likely upset people that replaced me. It may be why San Diego was difficult for me to be in a long time ago. There may have been MANY “Sarah’s” of various ages and careers just around anywhere. They would have been handling real gang members and my presence may have confused people.