I’m a Weakened Person, Still Downed

I want people to know how important this is. Not only am I a sick, injured person. I am also a genuine weakened one. I’m very no longer qualified to work with any group(s) now. I have to exit any potential group/team work. It is clear that it could be too dangerous for me to visit or lead. So I am very dead to productions now, even little tiny San Diego ones. I’m sad about this kind of announcement, I was actually hoping to eventually rejoin people for short filmmaking and small festivals!

I did not know this was going to happen well in advance. I am sorry I posted online in 2020 that I was interested in gathering a group to produce a feature or join others in developing projects. Sorry I got angry that I was so dead that I got email threats about just handing over IP ideas for free. I NEVER HAD A FORMAL DEAL with people. I never knew for certain what was really going on. It is clear someone hired or was using people impolitely and I got targeted as a leader in this. It was not me. I was blocked from getting a job myself.