And that may be the trouble MANY ARE HAVING RIGHT NOW. At a distance I look like one of the big people themselves. A real mafia person with endless contacts and clout anywhere. Not truth though, I myself am a small person.
Some of the big people may have sent me places instead of themselves or one of their people a long time ago. I may have even had military mercenary escorts from government(s).
I went back home again though, small… very small.
I better bring this up: I suffered injuries, many of them. I was drugged and given toxins many times. There is probably a lot of things I saw and experienced that I truly do not remember. Which makes me like a damaged military veteran, unfit for any future duty.
I may have been my own self, my own person within a large mafia while out in the field. It would have been short lived (meaning briefly real) because I never returned to any government or military leaders. For all I know, there are high level leaders who may have thought I DIED OUT IN THE FIELD (far from home) and simply never asked about me again, or didn’t care anyway.