Update: I just thought of something. There is a Clinton with a Mamie tattoo. HE may actually be my replacement for the gang members to get in person instead of me. It means HE IS PREPARED FOR IT. He may know how weakened I am also. He too may be a weakened one at times, I do not know. I’ve not been able to get him well. He really belongs to other people. A long time ago adult men and women did not want to talk with me, they wanted a MALE to talk to. So this one may have been invented. I have a feeling NOW THAT I REMEMBER MORE… they may have needed the “India Sarah” or “India Steven” who is NOT in San Diego. At the time, more than one gang member “Clinton” was available at that location. Not to say I and all kinds of women were ignored, not at all! For the purposes I was sought out in the 1970s in San Diego, gang members wanted MEN and other actual gang members.
Honestly, I got replaced by men and women using that name in the 1970s. It was too dangerous for a child to be interacting with big gang members and some of them were tough women, probably tough men also. A variety of ages and sizes.
At least one of them wanted to pay me, hire me to join people more and she was forced not to. In person, gangster men threatened to steal the money from me immediately if she paid me. At least people know/knew those men and women better than me in person. There may be replacements of “Mamies” by now. I don’t know what name(s).
I’m sitting at home with more than one long term illness, a weakened person. Also remembering how my back got broken, how my jaw got broken, fingers damaged, how mugged I got a long time ago by many gang members.
If you think I was a “Mamie” I wish you to know it was not a name I was regularly known for. There are and were real women and men who openly used the name in public places around many people. I may have swapped a few times with a woman who got Silicon Valley more than me these past decades. If she is around up there, she is probably tougher and more ENABLED to interact with people. Has been promoted in public in the past, is more well known.
I also want to encourage people to utilize their very real public leadership people. If you have questions, need guidance. There are so many I am not certain where to start. Some people go to their religious leaders, work leaders, sports and recreational leaders, school leaders and of course political leaders. In the U.S.A. we have so many community leaders!
A long time ago I heard that “Mamies” were assigned to help “Stevens”. It could be why I crossed paths with some in the 1970s. One Mike kept trying to rename me “Mamie” because I may have asked for a different name. I was too harassed and very young. I chose to denounce being one. People were having a hard time trying to fit me into their plans and lives whatever name I was using at the time. I will say, that I NEVER, EVER used the name “Mamie” out in public as my own name like the other woman have. Even at Fast and Furious I was only like a “temp Mamie” to some people who didn’t know who I really was. I was in “Mike’s realm” so it made sense why it was happening. Beyond that, there were MUCH BIGGER people in L.A. using the name and referred to as a “Mamie” and it included MEN AND WOMEN decades older than me.
Reminder: The Mamies I crossed paths with a long time ago were tough, ready women and men. I was too weakened even by the time I met them and they may have known it.