I HAVE TO SAY IT: DID I GET SACKED FOR “TAMI” a Non-Filmmaker in San Diego (1970s)?

This probably should NOT have happened. Or if it did, I should have been really stopped from any film-related anything a long time ago. What has happened is I’ve been DEAD MEAT person for film people for decades. It has been PAINFUL. I’ve been like a DEAD BODY to them, and delivered DEAD on ARRIVAL many many times by gang members who actually made certain I could not speak with people, nor even walk with them.

Back in the 1970s it was a MADE UP NAME.

Higher level Hollywood people COMPLAINED AND WARNED ME about someone using the name “Tami” interfering grossly with who I am and my connections. (1970s). They told me if one exists to NOT MAKE MOVIE IDEAS.

Ironically, there was a “Tammy” for A.E.I. a long time ago. Someone helping a film company, or so I was told.

I HAVE TO BRING THIS UP because the ‘wind’ wants free IP ideas, wants me to make a feature movie and more. I CAN’T. I’ve been KILLED a very long time. It’s been burning me that I got LAPD and L.A. Courts and they said I’m “…supposed to look like a migrant…” I can’t lead migrants and BE A MIGRANT at the same time. I clearly own a U.S. passport and have been paying U.S. taxes for decades. I could hire migrants who are legally here, not the illegal ones. They can’t hire me. Some people have thought of me as a “Michael” OR A “Justin”. I doubt they are like me at all, and which ones???

THE MESSAGE HAS NOT BEEN CLEAR ALL THESE DECADES. Who I am supposed to be for people… all kinds of people?

And that’s the problem. I doubt that I am supposed to be much at all. At least one gang member named, “Templeton” TOLD PEOPLE he would replace me for Hollywood (1970s). Also looks like he got the U.S. White House, and Mar A Lago a lot more than me also.

So I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY I AM SO HAUNTED BY GANG MEMBERS IN SAN DIEGO, CA. I am ALSO NOT the MALE CHASE MASTERSON.

I am ANGRY. SOMEONE or MANY are trying to PRETEND I AM BIGGER THAN I AM. I am not the actual “bigger me” person in this people matrix. Did you know the L.A. Courts appear to want to treat me like a migrant worker that does not have a lot of clout (and that isn’t fair or accurate either–though that is what society appears to have given me).

I believe “Crisara” was supposed to replace Templeton or a Donna, not me for L.A. DID THAT HAPPEN? And why hasn’t any of them spoken with me to just see how I am doing?

Even if I am NOT the ACTUAL “Blinding Lights” I did stand in and maybe previs’d for a real one. It was NOT a pleasant, enlightening experience.

I’ve been CLOBBERED, “MUGGED” and left broken, hardly breathing as gang members walked away. MANY TIMES. I really [censored] DOUBT I am thought of as a leadership person so WTH is going on for real???

I’m thinking someone is pretending [censored] and I have no idea what specifically they are pretending.