Therefore the reality is I am just a small, simple person trying to take care of my small life. And that’s about it.
Because I am NOT LIVING in Hollywood or Los Angeles there is NO ONE helping me “keep a different image”… like a celebrity, or well known person (even the kind just known for behind the scenes work). I’m not even well known as a real or fake relative to people anywhere. People DO NOT DISCUSS ME or discuss anything with me in person.
I’ve been to small neighborhoods in L.A. and they have retirees from all kinds of places and jobs. THE NEIGHBORS keep those retirees “alive” by talking about WHO THEY WERE or ARE! Proud of the neighbor who worked on a movie or tv show, proud if they were or are a teacher at the local school, proud if they were a spelling bee champ… or known for eating too many donuts at once, etc. I DON’T HAVE EVEN THIS! I’m not even known for talking to my dog in my neighborhood. They don’t even know what movies I liked watching.
I’m not a celebrity or past “good worker” at home either. I look like someone who failed miserably in life. Never did get it together to have a career, wasn’t good in school, not many friends. Now I’m even in deep debt for years to come, and possibly getting a FELONY (non-violent) because I got too grumpy on Twitter.