To allow me to fully retire now and just take care of myself. Not asking for others’ funds to heal me. I DO CARE about what is going on in the world and even locally. I’m just not able to think about others right now. My own body is really out of sorts, not well. I am taking it as a sign, a cue that I am NOT to stand up and try to help others. I can’t do much anyway. There are far more capable people well known out in public doing things and have been for decades. God gave them more people to work with, stronger bodies to move around in.
I will look into the potential of joining an imposter forum sometime just to check in and let people know my lack of abilities.
There is a small possibility I’ll speak at a Starbucks coffee shop sometime just to talk with people who do want to see humble me in person. Need to verify I am not glamorous and wealthy, older/aged…and out of practice speaking? lol.
I was not planning on writing these kinds of things! I used to take some pride in being athletic even with some body issues. I can’t tough this out. I am actually weak and not feeling well.