I need to remind all people the reason I am at home and a “weak geek” is because I was very much replaced a long time ago! Some made deals(I’m not certain with who) for it, some just did it. They appeared in all shapes, sizes, ages and even different countries. People STRONGER than me. It happened a long time ago.
I’m grateful to have been allowed to be at home and RETURNED. I got used for decades and I’m supposed to be done now. Because I was NOT A GANG MEMBER nor married to one, I never had good info nor was I adopted to what was going on. Some say I was connected with PREVIS team(s) in the 1970s and NOT ALLOWED to be hired and join others for decades of work. I accept this happened. I just floated and got into trouble a lot.
In 2016+, I was still with so much amnesia and had some inspiration… that I tried to “come back” on my own to see who was around, and I realized HOW ALONE and OUTCAST I was/am. Okay? I’m not needed anywhere. I started to write too much on social media and people GOT ANGRY like I’m not supposed to! So I finally backed off. Sad, but true.
So, I am a dead weak geek at home. Please get your bigger, tougher people for help. I’m NOT SCHEDULED or PLANNED FOR or I would know a lot more, and people would be talking to me regularly!