Who do not have realistic expectations of me personally! I was not allowed to have a husband or a long term job and career with earnings. I was mostly a thrown away person who people barely spoke with most of these decades.
I was not like a sponsored athlete that people took good care of so I could do well in the sport and make money to share.
Worse, my back and neck have been broken in front of people. Not figuratively. And that happened before I was a teenager. The adults who did it said out loud they, “No longer want money from this woman.” And it could be the hit people they had hired, or mafia they had spoken to thought I was the target before then.