There was a very specific fork in the road, when I was walking away from “being the hidden wealth person” and Bill and Melinda Gates were on the rise. They were clearly present before young Elon Musk. What happened is I was a part of Hollywood culture in my youth. People may have used me like a baby of DESILU… which was a gathering of peoples(the original core people) from Mexico and Russia to be honest. I took up the challenge of being more outspoken and less hindered, less mild than adults had to be. For a time, I may have been a ghost for and of them to “play with” in person for some critical thinking. I never owned their wealth. Their wealth partners may have or not met me in person though even under a minute while I was still on a previs team.
I did visit Xanadu 2.0 in Washington state in my youth very briefly.