This just came to mind. I was TOLD that I was already “paid in” before I was six years old. I had impressed enough people, helped create jobs for thousands. Just happens that it was already acknowledged before I was six years old. It could be why people were calling me “retired” and yet I had barely started life. Also, some had bought out the professional name I was using. It was not made clear to me how to live without it. There was also a HIGH DEMAND that someone else make all “my work earnings” in life. All this got arranged back in the 1970s. I thought if I was NOT WORKING… I was allowed to PLAY ALL THAT I WANTED. People did not bother introducing themselves nor me when I was taken places. I was asked to be a “mafia actress” not able or enabled to be the real thing. As I wrote in another post, I got “mugged” and “clobbered” at various new companies and groups in the 1970s. I never did return to any of them or future versions on pay roll.
It means I should not owe anyone anything now.
I wish to add, there was a time in the 1970s.. possibly early 1980s when I was in a theater… big one, and a bunch of “prison specials” were in the audience well dressed, possibly before an Oscar awards and I was introduced and I got to wave at them as I left. A “Mamie” named woman indicated they would be there to work on productions and I needed to go home. I would have been a youth. Honestly, most of my time visiting Hollywood and many other important places was while I was a youth. Some said it was easier to sponsor a young person than an adult. This is important to understand for me AND EVERYONE ELSE… I’m clearly NOT SPONSORED to do anything now. I do not have good contacts and connections for regular visiting and work, and no one is reaching out to me at all. I was NEVER able to return to important places as an adult with full clout intact. I have visited as “just another dummy” because it was decades later and I had no memory of my past. I had very honestly gotten amnesia along the way, long ago before.
THERE IS A REALLY GOOD CHANCE JUSTIN LIN and his people are still doing business in Los Angeles, professional entertainment as well as in politics. The one I crossed paths in San Diego, CA in the 1970s may or may not be the same one now. Back then, it appeared he was San Diego based and used by the Mission Valley gang people. I am not certain who all they are or were. HE was the one they needed to use though, not me. They had planned on HIM and his people. I just wandered into the wrong places at the wrong times I guess? I did say I was interested in helping out, however… it truly appears I was NOT supposed to be committed to their gang. It was never spoken to me. I was from HAWAII back then. I have to remind people again: There is NO CONTRACT or AGREEMENT right now for me to do anything for anyone. I should be free to do what I want.