It may not have been said or written enough, I was sometimes replaced IN PERSON by very real attorneys(possibly real court judges too). They actually represented me and others on projects in the 1970s. It could be the confusion why people think I am bigger than I am. Perhaps people thought so all along.
The gangs or specific members may have misread some things because they were migrants and not as connected as they thought. They may have had strong bonds and connections with other gang members who were/are migrants. They would not have known about what’s going on VERY LEGALLY in places. They simply never heard of certain things or met certain people.
I wish to say it again and again: I have been formed, created like a “wife” to an unknown group of people.* I DO NOT have a list of who they are or were. My feeling is many of the original people passed on already, some a very long time ago. Some may have retired in the 1970s, some may have left the U.S.A. back then. WITHOUT THEM… I look like an individual without a small mafia, or gang or group. Very much a loner, a one-off person.
*Not a husband who is making deals, transacting with money and growing wealth. I’ve actually been stopped over and over again from growing by myself. Likely because I am a single not married or partnered full time.
I’m addressing the ‘wind’ and want to help people understand so they can move on from me. What’s happened is no one is re-adopting me, hiring me or even speaking to me. I’ve sat around for years. I myself have no new information or work to do. So I have to stay RETIRED. I hope these writings help all.
And… Who is “me” in Carlsbad, CA? Someone who may have used my name, partial identity in the 1970s… possibly even more recent. I have a feeling, some gang members were HIRED to replace me in places to “do work” and may have not used their own name(s), and did not explain who I actually am… or warn others properly of what is going on, or was going on at the time.
the ‘wind’ has responded with hints. Sounds like there were multiple “Donovans” who took my place in many places and also had money, were genuine leadership people. I write this because I encountered more than one in the 1970s and agree. They were clearly above me in gang hierarchies… and I was not adopted in any one gang. I wish to REMIND people that I was also like a “fake producer” to people: Just someone who can chat, not transact. Some of these people may have been working with very real WGA members in L.A. who were very well connected! Those ones may have hired smaller people to “do work” out in public. I was aware that I was NOT A LEADERSHIP person UNLESS… I had permission to lead on ideas. I believe that’s all I really got in person around gang members. Honestly, older ones than me had to step in and make claims to what I said very often for their mafia(s) and gang(s) to take up and use as THEY WISHED TO. I don’t know the deals they had/have.
Reminder: There were how many “convict producers” who were using gang members and me also through them? I’m not sure how many!
Reminder: I was NOT ABLE to “circle back and join people” for making changes on things. Not even fine adjustments–maybe some, not often or a lot. Which means I got very fixed, connected to the PREVIS TEAM that was NOT ALLOWED to return to places and join the “prime time” or “real” people.
Reminder: Out in public I got PLACED BELOW the San Diego Spielberg team. I don’t think they call themselves this, however I feel they were connected to the L.A. people for real, in very meaningful ways. Or they used to be in the 1970s. I was not. I was NOT HIRED and that’s why no one was talking with me well! THEY could not circle back and talk to me either… I’ve realized this. I cannot verify what ideas I helped out on nowadays. I don’t think it matters because I do not need credit for them.
Very sorry for the added writings… I am hoping to drop the mic on writing for a long while. It has been ongoing sorting out which child I am through the internet, in person, and what past I had. It is the past though, and I was not the human trafficker behind it.