You probably have someone in your contacts and life who is better equipped to “be your person” for something or many things! A person who suits you better because they know you and you know them. A familiar face, someone you’ve already accepted long term. You don’t need me to show up and speak something philosophical. Your own trusted circle of people probably has good information for you, wisdom, faiths, encouragement they can tailor to your needs better than me.
I may have to commit myself to only a specific venue where people know me: If I ever speak to an audience, even a handful of people… it may have to be a select group at the San Diego Comic Con. They have enough security staff and local people, fans and professionals who KNOW WHICH HUMAN I AM. They know not to get crazy, know I’m VERY DEAD FOR WORKING, etc. They would not have to pretend things and know some of their past leadership people knew me too in person.. including John Rogers and Greg Bear. Noting they mostly blocked me from all kinds of places and misunderstandings over the decades. There are admittedly all kinds of San Diegans who knew I had to stay out of all kinds of things because the gang members had their own agendas and I was not a part of them. Occasionally when I showed up places a long time ago, it created the wrong atmosphere and people were most-always confused about who I was. It was often easier for me to just exit!