This was actually very difficult to do in my life. So often I asked for something and I was “lucky” enough to witness someone else receiving it. From a pet animal, to a book, to an outing, to a t-shirt, to a food… it all happened. It was surreal! Now something came up I need to describe. You’ve seen my recent posts and you’ll know what this looks like now. A real meaning.
I forget the real purpose, I was with others in my youth. Some children, some adults. I wanted a certain hilltop. Yes I did. No one spoke to me about payment or repaying me for all my time doing “previs”. I asked for a certain hilltop, thinking…”Hmm, if I can own that couple of acres I would have a certain satisfaction.” We were either near it in person, or viewing some cinematography.
Now it has come to pass I have seen that hilltop again. Just seen it. On the ‘wind’ is, “We gave it to you, will you continue for us? Not drop dead?” My response is… “It is on a laptop. A nice image.”
What am I supposed to do?