Pulling the cable for the bus to stop. It’s clear I’m on a ride with a bunch of people going somewhere I’m not supposed to be a part of. They are so impolite they can’t speak with me, likely because they or their parents did something nasty to me or my people a long time ago. Technically I am a burn victim… the relationship kind. I am forever injured and no one can change history. I am sorry. In some ways it was very “game over” a long time ago. I opted to try to help others in the “post game”. I was too disabled to do much and still am.
A long time ago I was pulled into a people matrix. For a short time I was a lead. The rest of the time it was actual gangsters and mafia people who own guns and manage thousands of people each.
I may have been given fake husbands, however they were never even friends. They appeared on loan at times and too much for me to handle. People (their fellow gang members?) had to slow them down, talk to them a lot to be able to interact with me properly. A few of them were easier to talk to, they were actually married to a real wife they live/lived with and did business partnering.
Reminder: “Donna Langley” was hired instead of me. Some have said this in public places a long time ago. It means SHE GOT THE MONEY, CONTACTS, and the big picture. Not me. I was one of the small people her people used a lot more than they should have.
A long time ago, Mexican people were paying for clout in the U.S.A. Some used me as a stepping stone, something to stand over, big bigger than for a while. Okay? I was not a long term society cloutful person as a result. Gang members repeatedly found ways to defame me and lower my status, and boost their own. Some say there were multiple “Alex’s” and multiple “Clinton’s” who insisted on this. For all I know, there may have been “Trump’s” involved also who insisted I stay small. There may be a long list of people who insisted I stay very small compared to them and their peoples.
Technically, I am a loser in society. I still helped bigger people as I could. It made me look like a servant. I couldn’t be “the loyal servant” because people claimed me retired and too weak for long term relationships. Did what I could, even weakened. Okay? Some know this very well.
There are some very awesome people known out in public in San Diego as well as other counties in California and far beyond. My humble opinion is people need to get them in person and forget about me as an individual to know as I am not. Designated not to be well known in public as well as too weakened to be a TRUE player… even nano sized.
I offer my writings as inspirations and old knowledge resurfaced. I cannot do much more though. Again I’ve done a lot more than I should have.
Wish that I could recommend specific names. I am afraid many names on my mind belong to other retirees! You are better off using your own contacts for who is who and I wish you all a very good time!