Did I Sub for a Leadership Person?

YES, believe I have. May have been many times in the 1970s. That’s all it was though. Some had left the U.S., some may have been stuck in jail or prison. I did not get paid that I know of. And sometimes I got grabbed, taken to a location and the real leader(or someone bigger anyway) was still around and I got beaten up! Different gangs may have not known which person I was when they asked for me to show up somewhere. I have written about being a “stand in” person many times already. I was present and given someone else’s clout a short time. It may have been how I got my previs work in my youth. I was easy to take around, people liked me, and I got to meet people a short time.

I feel some people kidnapped me in the 1970s even 1980s assuming I was my own stand alone cloutful person, had a solid identity with many people. I didn’t. I was not identified well many times and often not introduced at all by any name!

Something else happened also that people may need to wrap their minds around. “Mamie”, one of them announced in Honolulu, HI that she planned to grab and get all my contacts in California. I was age 4-6 years old. Which means whatever clout I had gathered, any reputation I had made for myself by this time… there was at least one woman planning to get and use my contacts instead of letting me use them. Some thought she was a Russian woman. Some thought she looked Russian or Ukrainian from Mexico City–a migrant where ever she was from. I know for a fact at least THREE different “Mamie’s” got more than one Michael or Miguel for years, now decades instead of me. I say instead of me… because I was taken to those men very young and taught they were my contacts, then I was coerced to allow these women to use them. So it appears more than one “Mamie” woman actually took my place with people who also knew me. They may have been older, better connected. I didn’t get to know them well at all. I may have not only lost my stand in positions, also future full time work and play with others. I can also say more than one attacked me in Honolulu, HI while I was very young. They were not physically big women themselves. I do not know if they also were Jefferey Epstein’s people.