It seems to me, one of the Clem’s actually HIRED TWO Mexican women to “get L.A.” instead of me in the 1970s and perhaps after that.. they were/are stronger people who could party and talk well. Did this happen? If you know about this, heard about this, know them… then you KNOW FOR CERTAIN I was NOT the actual “ho” the boys were supposed to grab! Adults in the 1970s DID HAVE EYES on things, couldn’t always control gang members though.
If two women were hired to replace me for talking with people, possibly making deals… Then I now wonder, what did people think was going on when I was kidnapped to L.A. also? What did my presence actually mean? Forgive me, I do have some amnesia still. I believe it is not possible for me to remember everything. Some things I never got in the first place.
There were also some teenagers or young adults who said they’d replace me in places “until I was old enough”. Now I wonder, old enough for what? The problem is I completely lost contact with ANY OF THE CLEMs since the 1970s. I was NOT ABLE TO SPEAK WITH THEM at all. I barely got a “hello”. Some people who were supposed to be known to me… never were. I never got a phone number, address… names too? I was very lost to a lot of people until I got Fast and Furious FOUR… yep.. FOUR… only then did people recognize me in person and said names in front of me. I still got beat up many times, drugged also. What did it mean to people? I am not certain now. Was I old enough yet? Yes, I did visit other movies and tv shows in life… however I must have been hazed so badly I don’t recall who I spoke with and if I was introduced. They were very short visits anyway.
I’m NOT “Ukrainian Steven” or Ukrainian. I saw some of those women being hazed in L.A. a long time ago. There was a Ukrainian Steven who managed people in L.A. in the 1970s, didn’t they celebrate him and he returned to his home country?
I sense people HAVE NOT SORTED THINGS OUT ENOUGH. That’s why I keep bringing up the past. It DOES MEAN SOMETHING.
I believe OTHERS have been messed up a lot also “getting things done” in Hollywood and other cities. What is bothering me right now is… was it necessary for me to be hazed? What did it actually mean to people?
I BRING THIS UP… because it was said to me, was it a lie: “All the productions were paid for in advance.” -?
Which means, people did not need me to show up and ask about funding for them. In fact, people never did ask me to show up AND ASK ABOUT FUNDING FOR THE SHOWS I visited.
All I am trying to get back to is the theme I don’t know what’s going on now, I don’t have a contract to do anything for anyone and I am not certain why any gang members think I owe money. Noting no one is speaking to me, not even through an advocate, assistant, law professional. My guess is I am SO DEAD… people really don’t need to focus on me personally. You are all welcome to read what I post online! I am just sharing thoughts. =)