It probably is not said enough! I am very aware there are stronger, healthier people out doing things for many others at all kinds of hours during the day. Some are working very hard and some just doing what needs to be done.
On behalf of those who cannot or do not speak, THANK YOU.
I want my old friends, old contacts, even strangers I crossed paths with to get used to me being more feeble, less strong than I was decades ago, even ten years ago. There have been times throughout my life I was boosted to be strong and getting some things done for others than myself. My tasks were so small compared to big people even those working for them; some looked important some not at all. I really did try hard to do things right though. People did put what little strengths and energies I had to uses, many uses. I am tired out these days. I didn’t think it would be like this. I will plan to stay home more than I used to.
If I were not so retired, I would likely just be staying at home more and inviting contacts over for a variety of things. Hiring and using others who are stronger to do the tougher things far away. I am NOT a gang leader though. I appear to still be a baby to much bigger people, so big I never got to see them during my life. I may not have met them or did a drink or meal together of any kind.
Please forgive me all the writings. I did not pre-plan them, and I am not certain WHO needed to “hear from me”. I could NOT just write as a singular identity usable by many. I had to get down into myself and figure things out from past experiences and be more autobiographical.
I’ve invited people to read what I have written and use what you can for yourselves. I may copyright the WHOLE PIECES, however I am not planning any lawsuits if people use part of my text(s). Be cool, I am trying to be myself.
We have some possible nasty rains coming to California now, I may do a prayer or more for the recent burn areas and the involved peoples. I know so many are under a lot of stress, my small world is not interesting at all. Am thinking of others even if I can’t do anything for them myself. They call my position “laid up”. Someone not adequate for working at all.
Blessings again!