A bit of a reality check for many who have not been paying attention. I know some people know me well and wouldn’t dream of asking me for $1. Whoever is begging for money or me to “pretend things”… you need to reach out for a replacement gang member who knows what is going on. The reason I say this is because MANY gang members replaced me in society for making deals and working in the 1970s… my first decade of life.
Reminder: I was at Disneyland in the 1970s and people PAID bigger people to defame and ignore me, as well as placing me BELOW “hotel housekeeping” (which looked all Mexican at the time).* It made some sense back then, as I was a drugged and injured youth. I could NOT LEAD nor pay anyone. There were gang and identity conflicts. The adults had to have responsibility as I could not. I was NOT ALLOWED TO MAKE DEALS. By injuring and drugging me, and overall HAZING me… I was not allowed to make deals or attempt to keep any deal or promises. People sabotaged me so OTHERS LOOKED BETTER. People KEPT THIS for decades now. I am sorry, it is the real reason I am “worthless” to many people. I cannot just be a break out person in society and rise up, make good gains, hire people and be healthier, stronger, and more important. There are STILL PEOPLE needing me to be smaller than them. PLEASE STOP HOUNDING ME FOR MONEY AND “money ideas”. I’m older and still damaged.
* Update: the ‘wind’ wants me to add that my status did improve later. It was only temporary. My response is: Yes, possible. I am not there enough to know what people think! I have NOT spent time discussing corporation or business items and happenings. When I’ve gone in recent decades I was just visiting and having fun like average people. I didn’t go to Club33 each time I stopped in. Admittedly, I had a lot of amnesia. Real kind. I had NO MEMORY of visiting Disney in my youth.